miss u

I miss Dobbs, and I miss New York. It's not like I cannot survive, but sometimes I get this feeling that I would so much rather be in the other side of the ocean. I miss the people, I miss the stores and shops, I miss the feeling of being there. But still, it's so nice to be back in Stockholm. I've been missing my dad and the others I left here, I see it especially now when I'm around those people again. What did I do when they weren't around? I have been missing watching a movie with my dad, stepmom and siblings, to sit for hours at cafés and just talk, and I have been missing Stockholm over all. 

writing

I feel that there is so much to write, and that a blog post is way too small for it. Like all girls do I probably think too much. Maybe not about negative thinks, but just thinking in general. I think about life, news, global problems and conflicts and then get frustrated. I think of people and setting around me, mistakes I made during the week, feel bad for stupid or dumb things I've done or said the past days. These are thoughts fitted for a diary, but I'm not that kind of writer. So I guess I have to stay with the blog.

updating

It has now been more than a month (or two) since I last wrote something. And life has changed pretty drastic since then. Instead of living in Dobbs Ferry, NY, where I lived a couple of months ago, I now live every other week with my dad and then the other week with my mom in two different suburbs. I'm doing the full IB-diploma, yes I am crazy. I have started again in my old soccerteam, where I feel comfortable and safe because I already know all the players. My school in Stockholm though, is a new school for me and about 99.6% of all the students were strangers when I first started. 

Around a month has passed since I started school, and I feel that a have found a good group of people I really enjoy hanging with. My first test is on monday next week, so why I'm sitting here writing instead of studying I don't know. And I will from now on really try to keep up the writing.